for u - episode 2

due to overwhelming response of the previous post...here's d responses tat i've received... n i've decided to combine all of it...thanks to joanne n daniel...u two r great!!!

[original]

u must b angry y i don want to answer you call n reply ur sms...

n keep avoiding u...

but i jz want u to know tat...

even without me...

life goes on...

u gotta carry on ur life no matter wat happens...

i know u can do it...

wish u all the best...

n i hope to c u will b successful in life one day...

good luck

[joanne]

...yea..i noe...i noe u r doing this for my sake......

for our future sake..

but i wan u to noe i really really miss u sooo much..

so much..so much...

im sorry that i had to call u..i cant control myself..

.im sorry that i have to sms u..

again i cant control myself...

no~..im not angry...im disappointed...

i am disappointed y we are at this state..

y cant i be given a choice ...

to decide n choose what we want in life......

what is success without you?...

i dunno...

after reading this...

i realised..i too hv to let u go.....

take care....

i'll let u go..

and we are meant to be together......

we will be together...

[jennifer]

well, mayb wat u wrote was right..

but i know tat i nvr regret my decision...

letting go is nt easy but its d right choice...
let us all look for our own happiness...

n do d right thing in life...

stopping at one point won't lead us to anywhere...
so.. lets make a move n carry on!!!

[daniel]

Before you go through this, I want to remind you of March 12, 2009.

It was the first time that I saw you.

I was less than zero, and you were nothing but prefect.

I'd never seen anything so astonishing in my life.

I remember thinking that I have to have you or I'd die...

then you hold my hands and lay on my shoulder on 5th of May, and I felt peaceful... and safe..

because I knew that day that no matter what happened, from that day on, nothing can ever be that bad...

because I had you.

And then I, uh... I mess up and I some how lost my way.

And I blamed you for my failure.

Emm uh.. I know that you think you have to do this today...

but I don't want you to.

Someone once told me..

holding on is hard enough, letting go it's worst...

But I guess...

If I really do love you, I should let you go...

[joanne]

...it is the past....it has pass....

i still love you though..

i love when you hold my hand so tight...

i love it when i feel so secure under your broad shoulders..

i love it when you look at me sleeping...

when you caress my fringe and give me a peck on my cheek.....

i remember thinking too, that you are the one, the reason for me to live..

until,...until....until you jus lost..

you suddenly lost, and leave me at the corner, alone...

so lonely...hurt..so hurt.....

it took me alot of courage to stand all by my own again..

do you think leaving you is easy?

..it takes so much strength and courage......

but then lets open our hearts and minds...

things happen for a reason...

let go ba....

is better for you..

and me..

[daniel]

I can shed tears that you are gone,

but I'll smile because you'd lived your dream.

I can close my eyes and pray that you'll come back,

but I'll open my eyes and see all you l left behind.

My heart can be empty becase I can't see you,

but I'll be full of love I shared.

I can turn my back on tomorrow and live yesterday,

but I'll be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

I can remember you only that you're gone,

but I'll cherish your memory and let it live on.

I can cry and close my mind,

be empty and turn my back,

but I'll do what you'd want,

smile, open my eyes, love and go on..

[joanne]

...i m deeply touched by your words...

...sorrow and meaningful...

...i thank you for your open mindedness...

...for allowing me to go on...

...for allowing me to move on...

...without woryring bout you...

..and wonder will you be ok...

...your words has enlightened me...

...gives me great happiness...

..that you saw the reality...

...and move on with hope for tomorrow..

...shed ur last tears today...

...dream your last dream today...

...let it be a memories between us..

...let's give new chance for new love..

...let's smile.....and forward....

...the beginning of a new chapter....

..take care